KoL

Friday, August 27, 2010

On the bright side

I'm trying to keep myself less gloomy so i'm listening to something more cheery.

Heard this on my iPod and googled the video on youtube.

White Sky by Vampire Weekend...

Do watch and listen...

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And this is the 'parody' music video of it..

Very funny...

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Aiiiuuuu~ Aiiiuuuu~ Oooohhhhh~~~

The KoL was answered

12:22

Songs

Life through media... through songs...

Was listening to my iPod and this song came on..

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"Before The Worst" - The Script

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

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*sigh*

The KoL was answered

11:30

Thursday, August 26, 2010

drift

drift...

drift...

drift...

drift...

drift...

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The KoL was answered

17:29

Negative

So far no response from MC.

My mind is going crazy...

Its filling up with alot of negative thoughts.. negative ideas..

I'm going crazy.. i so depressed...

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The KoL was answered

14:49

Future

What do i want to do now.... it all lies in my hands...

It has got to change...

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And i feel so lonely...

lonelier than ever...

The KoL was answered

00:52

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Hate

Add immense with title.

Put combination all over myself.

..hmm....

The KoL was answered

16:01

Turning Back

Its funny how history repeats itself.

Back when i was in my last year of my Poly studies, i was with E***y [for a short while]..

I had to repeat another semester due to lack of motivation to study. Shortly later, she left me. Probably because i could not provided for the life she wanted.

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Now again, during my last year of study in Uni, i flunked a couple of modules, to which i now have to repeat a year or so...

Same reasons why i failed. And now i wonder if MC's feel the same reason as E***y to leave me.

I shall be alone these few days as i broke the news to MC after hiding the truth from her for so long.

I am sure no one knows about this except for a mini small finger full. Maybe now more will know [if anyone crosses this path].

What i will be doing for the next few days alone physically and mentally and emotionally... i do not know... i hope that MC will reply me within the next few days [if i remain hopeful]

Or will she take the same path and have me repeat the same heartbaring pain....

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whatever it is.. i only have myself to blame...

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me...

me...

me...

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me...

*sigh*

The KoL was answered

15:54

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Words

Trust is a hard word to trust..

Sensitive is a very touchy word..

Friendship... we need to be sensitive to each other and put trust in one another..

But apparently some people do not understand this simple logic..

Hopefully a change of heart can occur..

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Hopefully...

The KoL was answered

08:28

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Right here and Now

i feel like dying...

The KoL was answered

01:01

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I...

I am home, but it isn't anything like it...

I can feel my heart beating, but it isn't there...

I see myself, but it isn't me...

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Where am i.......

The KoL was answered

00:29

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