On the bright side
I'm trying to keep myself less gloomy so i'm listening to something more cheery.
Heard this on my iPod and googled the video on youtube.
White Sky by Vampire Weekend...
Do watch and listen...
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And this is the 'parody' music video of it..
Very funny...
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Aiiiuuuu~ Aiiiuuuu~ Oooohhhhh~~~
The KoL was answered
12:22
Songs
Life through media... through songs...
Was listening to my iPod and this song came on..
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"Before The Worst" - The Script
It's been a while since the two of us talked About a week since the day you walked Knowing things would never be the same With your empty heart and mine full of pain So explain to me, how it came to this Take it back to the night we kissed It was Dublin city on a Friday night You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night
We were sitting with our backs against the world Saying things that we thought but never heard Who would have thought it would end up like this? Where everything we talked about is gone And the only chance we have of moving on
Is try to take it back Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we mend Before our hearts decide It's time to love again Before too late, before too long Lets try to take it back Before it all went wrong
There was a time, that we'd stay up all night Best friends talking till the daylight Took the joys alongside the pain With not much to loose, but so much to gain Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss, Set you a drift on memory bliss It was Grafton Street on a rainy night I was down on one knee and you where mine for life
We we're thinking we would never be apart With your name tattooed across my heart Who would have thought it would end up like this? Where everything we talked about is gone And the only chance we have of moving on
Is try to take it back Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we mend Before our hearts decide It's time to love again Before too late, before too long Lets try to take it back Before it all went wrong
If the clouds don't clear Then well rise above it, well rise above it Heavens gate is so near Come walk with me through Just like we use to, just like we use to
Lets take it back Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we mend Before our hearts decide It's time to love again Before too late, before too long Lets try to take it back Before it all went wrong
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*sigh*
The KoL was answered
11:30
Thursday, August 26, 2010
drift
drift...
drift...
drift...
drift...
drift...
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The KoL was answered
17:29
Negative
So far no response from MC.
My mind is going crazy...
Its filling up with alot of negative thoughts.. negative ideas..
I'm going crazy.. i so depressed...
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The KoL was answered
14:49
Future
What do i want to do now.... it all lies in my hands...
It has got to change...
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And i feel so lonely...
lonelier than ever...
The KoL was answered
00:52
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Hate
Add immense with title.
Put combination all over myself.
..hmm....
The KoL was answered
16:01
Turning Back
Its funny how history repeats itself.
Back when i was in my last year of my Poly studies, i was with E***y [for a short while]..
I had to repeat another semester due to lack of motivation to study. Shortly later, she left me. Probably because i could not provided for the life she wanted.
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Now again, during my last year of study in Uni, i flunked a couple of modules, to which i now have to repeat a year or so...
Same reasons why i failed. And now i wonder if MC's feel the same reason as E***y to leave me.
I shall be alone these few days as i broke the news to MC after hiding the truth from her for so long.
I am sure no one knows about this except for a mini small finger full. Maybe now more will know [if anyone crosses this path].
What i will be doing for the next few days alone physically and mentally and emotionally... i do not know... i hope that MC will reply me within the next few days [if i remain hopeful]
Or will she take the same path and have me repeat the same heartbaring pain....
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whatever it is.. i only have myself to blame...
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me...
me...
me...
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me...
*sigh*
The KoL was answered
15:54
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Words
Trust is a hard word to trust..
Sensitive is a very touchy word..
Friendship... we need to be sensitive to each other and put trust in one another..
But apparently some people do not understand this simple logic..
Hopefully a change of heart can occur..
....
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Hopefully...
The KoL was answered
08:28
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Right here and Now
i feel like dying...
The KoL was answered
01:01
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I...
I am home, but it isn't anything like it...
I can feel my heart beating, but it isn't there...
I see myself, but it isn't me...
. . .
Where am i.......
The KoL was answered
00:29
The KoL-ing
The Kol-ing.
It is time
It is KoL-ing out to you
Heed the KoL-ing
Feel it.Breathe it.Smell it
Embrace it
And no matter what happens
Pls answer the KoL
